Give me Jesus Daily

2002-08-14T00:11:00.000-04:00

Summer has been going welll.

Exam was okay. Class ended.

Retreat was awesome and i just got up around 11:30 from Point Pleasant Beach. It was fun. New York, South Jersey, and a few folks from around here.

=)

2002-08-04T21:32:00.000-04:00

Sunday...

Church went well besides the hot heat..

The message was abuot prayer and petition.

Phillippians 4:4-7

Distracted from studying and so i just gave up tonight.*shrug* the last 2 days of studying.. will and will turn out eventuall well :P

Praying about it too...and then Toronto Retreat

2002-08-03T01:50:00.000-04:00

Friday night was wonderful. although we didn't have a bible study discussion.

We talked about the things that are going in the church. worship..prayer and played Some Cramium.

Esther: Thanks for the ride=) Going to miss my older big sister in 3 weeks .moving to Chicago:(

Jess: Patience. Pray for me that i can open up more in meetings..hard..

Matt Lin: Thanks for the Chat.. yea, phone, ..aim..the discussion makes me think, and ponder if i should ever go online anymore. It becomes less personal and some people may fake it if they actually care or not.

Face to Face. I need to be exposed not to be fear of Man ,...and of God....

2002-08-02T11:49:00.000-04:00

Recently, i Have started to read the bible all over again. Trying to Meditate on his word and treasure his word in my heart.

I have been reading Genesis for a while.

Genesis:

I enjoyed the picture of God's creation. Trees, water, animals. During the past years especially in the fall season, in my high school years, I would love to go outside, bike ride and enjoy's God creation. The trees that change color in the wind. Feeling a cool breeze brings joy into my heart during those past years. Now I am in college, I don't go out bike riding, since busy. During the summer, it so out that I don't feel like going outside anymore...I am always in my room during the summer trying to find something to.

Yea, Remising on Creation, a recent ago, I was telling about birds in my window when I studying. That was a great moment. God lifting us high on his wings of love. Drawing near to Lord, and heavenly Savior.

One of the biggest problems in the world today is communication problems. We often blame other people for the things that we didn't do. It is bad and thinking about it. It is just wrong. I think that often time when we say things to others, we need to be careful of what we say.

For instance, Adam did Blame God. It was even recording in Genesis. In the very beginning of the Bible.

3. Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the Garden. But the Lord God called to the Man, ?Where are you?? he answered, ?I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid. And he said, ?Who told that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat him? ?The man said, ?the woman you put here with me- she gave me some fruit, and I ate it. Then the Woman said, ?The serpent deceived me, and I ate.

There was once an incident that occurred in our college sleep-over outing. 3 friends went to buy something for sushi. Instead they brought something else. Crab meat. Okay. They blamed it on each other. This isn?t the right crab meat or I think it is. The 3 people were trying to exceed to each other expectations.
It is common that we would often blame others for the things that we didn?t do. *shrug*

God?s Covenant with us was wonderful. Whenever I see a rainbow after a rainy day, it just reminds me of God?s promises.

Some of the verses in Genesis are just amazing?

For I have chosen him, so that he will direct his children and his household to keep the way of the Lord by doing what is right and just...

Yes, I know you did this with a clear conscience, and so I have kept you from sinning against me.

The Lord will provide.

Do not be Afraid, for I am with you; I will bless you and will increase the number of your descendants for the sake of my servant Abraham.

I am currenyl on chapter 28.

My studies needs to be better...Summer school, almost over and then retreat

2002-08-01T00:31:00.000-04:00

Studies are coming along better..

Class eh...one more class day.,..and then exam..

hopefulyl i can be more focused..

A thursday morning. going to try to be produtive today

2002-07-29T22:07:00.000-04:00

Class was okay.

Just want to focus more on my studies.

2 more class days.

I hope i won't get distracted that much.......

Retreat is in a week

2002-07-28T16:29:00.000-04:00

Church today was awesome.

Dr Margrot Delivede her first message in Phillippians 3. Pressing on and acheiving that goal. It was very encourarging. Although I was tired, i was able to pay attention.

We shouldn't lose our Focus on God. Press on and don't have self righteousness.

Besides that another week is comin up. Last full week of Class. Prayer...press on and focus my studies for God.

I really want to do well.

so i am goign to hit the books.

2002-07-27T23:29:00.000-04:00

Weekend was Fun and relaxing.

Friday..

Shop , made sushi, bible study on Communications which was deep, , Cramium, watch John Q and played Cramium until 5 in the morning.

i had 4 hours of sleep.

Saturday. Woke up..Made Cinmmaun buns.
bummed for a few..watched Scrooby Doo and Toy STory 2.

lunch..church for a hour having nothing to do.
Basketball was fun.

IT was me, Mike Sun, Master Joe, John Hsu and his brother Jerry.

Jessica: It was fun, very impressive.:)~

Rutgers all the way~

College group is so wonderful...

BBQ was fun..Hamburgers and hotdogs. I helped with the grill.
Watched another movie, it was boring...left around 10:30 and got home at 11:15. Thanks for the ride John. God bless ya.

2002-07-25T21:50:00.000-04:00

Today, I did more studying than other day,

and my bible reading picked up.:)

It was an encouragement last night from my big sister.

Yea, I need to find a prayer partner in cellgroup.

Thank you God for everything and this weekend,..

Sleep over, fellowship, and Fellowsihp on the Rim!

2002-07-24T16:33:00.000-04:00

I didn't do to well on my Exam 1. I got a D:(

Had a good talk with my sister today on the phone.

early birthday present.

I want to be servant of prayer like Samuel in the bible.

The Tuner is here tuning up that piano and so i may touch that piano again...lol

Trying to Study more, trying to be more obedient to God's calling!

Great day adhead

2002-07-23T22:54:00.000-04:00

don't think i did too well on my first exam the other day in class.

a day of distraction..*sigh* i wish i can study more and concentrate.

worried about tomorrow.

and spirtiaully not doing too well.

gnight

2002-07-21T13:53:00.000-04:00

Church was alright.

Just tired.

studying and cramming for exams

2002-07-20T22:49:00.000-04:00

The Beach was fun..okay.

I hanged out with James, Jason, Ken, Emma, Emily, Ricky, Diana, Nick, and Eric.

ahhh. Emma is short although she doesn't seem like it on xanga.. and Emily is shorter than her.

Beach was okay....swam, some volleyball, made some sand thing in the sand to prevent from water to get to us.

I was burrying Diana half way in the sand...lol...Fun. I didn't want her to leave me.:( *sniff* There was this one big water wave and it got to us all. Diana was freaked and i didn't want to let her go because I love her too much..*heh* :( her cellphone isn't working anymore.

~We also enjoyed the breeze of the water :) fun.

Afterwards me, and James got icey stuff to eat. :)

*sniff* everyone left us 2. Although we 2 had fun, i was lonely .*sigh* why won't they stay in island park until i leave? ..*sigh* they went to flushing...oh well.. I have mixed feeling and thoughts about the weekend now, if i really had fun or not...:(

and i didn't even say goodbye to Diana or give her a hug goodbye.* sniff*

Okay...weekend. is here..church and cramming for exams.

2 more weeks until summer school ends and toronto retreat...~ night

2002-07-20T11:32:00.000-04:00

Hey..For the the time being,

The weekend is over and I am just waiting for Jason, Nick, and the others to come..~beach.

alright. Friday..it was just me and James...played basketball, volleyball, played some playstation games, Cs, Egyptain Ras group, and rented 2 movies to watch.

We watched a Jacki Chan movie and Annimorphs..Interesting.

Just waiting for the beach day..*sigh long wait...another hour and a half.

My current mood for the time being is puzzled.

Lost my motivation in reading the bible . i don't know how but it did. :( not good..*sigh*

I just can't wait for the beach

2002-07-17T23:53:00.000-04:00

Summer school is getting tense.

studying mad crazy

suffered a blackout.

Result I went to Barnes and Nobles to study 3 hours more. 8 hours studying today.

Exam on weekend!

Current Status.

My Devotion daily/walk with God hasn't been doing so well. The best way is to wake up early and mediate, although it is hard sometimes because i want to sleep.

Read Daniel or finish that book this week ..ABF...

and continue on Mediating on Gensis. I stopped on Genesis 26....

Pray...Pray...Pray and study

2002-07-16T21:06:00.000-04:00

This Evening, I spend some time with my sister by playing volleyball with her. The Ball That James gave her, after a long day of studies.

It was fun, although the day isn't gone. I am going to use the time wisely because it is not my time! We are always making decisions.

Either if there is someone online to talk to, it provides day a day of refreshement, when the day is over. don't u agree. So far, I am Daniel 3, sincec i am reading that this week for ABF..awesome stuff.

Things have been going better, the first day since the weekend. After i had a talk with a good firiend of mine. "Diana" She helped me and understand it clearly. God bless her.

Yea, Currentyl i have been mediating. I am currently on Genesis 26....

Well Class is tomorrow and i should sleep early

2002-07-16T15:52:00.000-04:00

I just decided.. i need to take a break from my studies, and give some time To God.

Summer school is so tense. Although there are so many distractions, I just want to do my best and do it well.
Study..Take notes....

This summer has been going by fast..

When i look back upon the life, it seem that i haven't growed spirtually since when i was saved when i was a freshman in highschool. Alot of up and Downs.

but doing this past wonderful year, My wonderful big sister in Christ, Esther invited me to RCCC. Collegian group, and meeting new people, etc.. It was just an encouragement.

I just want to live for Christ. Just learn to let go. I have amy wonderful older big wonderful bros and sisters, who takes good care of me.!

I recently have gone to their collegian meetings. It is hard, finding a ride.*shrug* I am enjoying Church now, God's presence.

3 more weeks before summer school ends..
and 3 more weeks before the summer youth toronto conference.

Going to be great. I just wish that my spiritual life was better. Give all To Jesus.

Well, i should get back to studying.........